Well hey there,

Haven't written in a while I guess. I'm just sitting here on a comfy chair eating M 'n' M's watching TV at the same time as posting on my journal. Summer vacation, yeah baby! Ok, not really. I'm kinda... in limbo. I still haven't found a job, though I have been looking hard for the past few weeks now. *Sigh* Last night I went to sleep with a big headache, dreamed about having a headache, (I don't think I've ever actually felt literal pain in a dream before till last night) and then woke up at 6am with the same headache. I got some Advil and went back to sleep, then woke up in time to go to church, but not in time to get a shower beforehand. Oh well, I wore a nice outfit, so the smell didn't matter, right? Well, okay, at least that's how it is in Europe.

Life is a bit of a headache to me right now. I hate this time of the year, when I don't have a job but I am looking for one and so I have days totally off but the whole time I feel guilty for not working but stupid for feeling guilty because I can't really do anything about the present. Just frustration, that's what I'm experiencing. I have been getting a bit of shopping in though, guess it isn't all worthless 

I have had two new thoughts recently, want to hear them? Sure you do.

1) I think maybe someday I will open a jewelry shop.

2) I hope that when my hair starts to go gray or white, I first get one streak in the front. Does that happen naturally? I don't know. But if it does, I think I would like that. My hair will be long of course. I saw a lady on TV who had her hair like that. I thought it was kind of showing her age gracefully but still being womanly and beautiful.

Well, must go practice my harp.